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9/20/2008 10:41:53 PM

So I was super bored this afternoon, and watched 'Sister Act 2' on tv. I totally forgot about the last song, and how in church you kids were doing the same song. You SO had the rap part down. I couldnt help but cry, but the weird thing was they werent sad tears, but happy, proud tears. You had that part SO down. GOD I wish I had a recording of that. 'Joyful, Joyful, how we adore thee.......' Whisper it in my dreams tonight, my sweet baby.

Mom here usa no URL given

8/5/2008 9:39:44 PM

hello my beautiful sister. i have never posted on here before. im sorry but i didnt know what to say. i wish you were here to witness all the changes around here. then again i think you already know. i often sit and think about you. i know you are doing well though. watch over all of us down here. until we meet again little sis i love you.

christina huntsville mo usa no URL given

7/3/2008 9:12:06 PM

My dearest daughter-in-law,
I miss teasing you about that. Jess, we miss you so much. Seth and Megan still have a hard time looking at your picture I had made. I speak of you often to others and it still feels as if I lost one of my own children. I could never imagine how your mom and dad go through each day. The Indian Paintbrush is blooming everywhere. It's like looking in your beautiful face with every bloom.
You will always be considered my daughter-in-law. You'll never know how you effected all of our lives. In ways, you always will.
Love always,

Rachel (your mother-in-law) Chuckey USA no URL given

6/22/2008 11:48:11 AM

I cannot believe its been 4 years since i have looked into your beautiful steel blue eyes. Chance is on his way over, and i am so glad, as I am utterly alone all day and wishing I wasnt. So if you are responsible for him calling, THANK YOU! I will be going to your grave later, and I will bring as many Indian Paintbrush flowers as I can find. I know how much you love them. I miss you, and love you SO much Jess.

Mom here usa no URL given

6/11/2008 9:48:12 PM

OK I know you will get a laugh and Lord knows we all need a good laugh about now. For whatever reason it popped in my head about when you first learned how to insert your contact lenses. You layed on the BATHROOM FLOOR and tried to get them in while laying on your stomach. Funniest thing ever. Seeing you trying to be a contortionist just to put those contacts in your eyes. I dunno why that popped in my head, but it sure did give me a smile, and I needed that. I love and miss you more than I can say. Pray for us honey.

Mom Here USA no URL given

6/5/2008 6:46:17 AM

Jessica, my beautiful sister...
God I miss you.
I guess I just need someone to talk to. Times have been tough. I'm glad that you didn't have to go through anything too terrible before you left. Though I know you could have done anything. You would have achieved so many great things. I'm really confused and lost Jessica. You are my beautiful sister and I love you so much. That will never change. I just wish so much that you were here. You were the only person that actually gave two shits about what I said. You were always there for me. I know I'm not handling things right. I know I'm going to end up really hurt. And I'm not too confident that anything will get better, I'm not sure I'm capible of making that happen for myself. I'm so weak and defensless, and I know if you were here you'd have the right things to say. I've never wanted anything more than to see your beautiful face again. To hug you, to tell you I love you to your face. But, as we all know, that won't happen til I die. And that hurts. Everything kindof hurts. I don't know what to do without you Jessica.. I know it'll be 4 years this year, but I still can't believe that you're gone. It doesn't even seem real. This fog I call my life is such a blurr, it feels like I'm dreaming. But my real dream is to wake up in our old house, being annoyed with you for taking so long in the bathroom, eating breakfast with you, and waiting for the bus with you while you tell me not to say the word crap because it's too close to a cuss word. Or playing basketball with you. Then I want to come home and take a walk with you, pick some flowers for mom, watch you and chance do your homework, and then sit and talk for hours in your room. But that is NEVER going to happen. I don't know how to be strong by myself, without you. You left so fast, I didn't even get to say goodbye. I wonder if you ever look down at us, or can even hear a word I'm saying to you. I love you so much Jessica Lynn.. I hope you know that. I'm really at loss of words. I wish you could respond. But you can't. I love you so much Jessie and I miss you so very much. Please try to watch over mom, grandma, chance, chris, and everyone else that needs you and misses you. I could fill up pages and pages telling you how much I love you and how much I miss you, but I won't. So I'll leave you with a simple goodbye.
But only for now.

Sister nowhere us no URL given

5/28/2008 7:29:53 AM

Dearest Jessica and family,
I graduated HS in 2004, and it blows me away to think that you were lost to us that same year while I remained oblivious to the fragility of life. I can't help but think that if you were still here, I would hope that we would be friends. Levi does not speak often about you, but when he does, it shows how much he misses you. He does not speak because the hurt is still too near. You were his best friend. The place you hold in his heart will always be your place. This site touched me so much, I felt the need to write, even though I did not know you myself, I wish I had had that honor. Thank you so much for being such a person that, even though you were called away too early, that you touched so many in such a positive way. You obviously were a blessing and still are to all who knew you. I cannot fathom the hurt that your loss has caused, but I hope I cannot also fathom the blessings that this site and your life that you lived have bestowed upon others. To your family: you are in my thoughts and prayers still. I know a loss cannot ever be fully forgotten, nor should it. I pray that you can have peace.
All my love for being such a friend to my true love,
Marie Pinkley (Levi White's girlfriend)

Marie Pinkley Branson USA no URL given

4/7/2008 12:37:37 PM

Hey it's me. I haven't commented on here in a while. However I have been thinking of you a lot lately. The only thing that really needs to be said is I love you. I could go for a really good Jessie hug right about now. That was always fun because I was like 5 feet taller than you lol. Well, I need to get back to doing nothing. Talk to you sometime Jessie.

Chance Stoutland MO USA no URL given

3/26/2008 7:16:20 AM

Jessie,

Went to see your headstone this weekend. It was lovely. I miss you and I'm thinking about you. Until next time, I'll look for you in the sunset.

Stephanie Kaye

Stephanie Springfield MO United States no URL given

3/19/2008 12:09:39 PM

Jessica,

I've been thinking about constantly lately. I really miss you. Just need a friend I guess. You were always so good at that...being there when I needed you, and even when I didn't. I just feel like my life is changing constantly and I'm not sure if I'm following it...How do you tell the difference between what YOU want and what GOD wants? It's hard and for the most part I'm g;ad you don't have to deal with it anymore but I wish you were here so we could do it together...just like old times. Well I'm at work so I guess I'd better get back to it. Until we meet again...I'll look for you in the sunset.

Stephanie Kaye

Stephanie Kaye Springfield MO United States no URL given

9/20/2008 10:41:53 PM
So I was super bored this afternoon, and watched 'Sister Act 2' on tv. I totally forgot about the last song, and how in church you kids were doing the same song. You SO had the rap part down. I couldnt help but cry, but the weird thing was they werent sad tears, but happy, proud tears. You had that part SO down. GOD I wish I had a recording of that. 'Joyful, Joyful, how we adore thee.......' Whisper it in my dreams tonight, my sweet baby.
Mom	here usa	no URL given

8/5/2008 9:39:44 PM
hello my beautiful sister. i have never posted on here before. im sorry but i didnt know what to say. i wish you were here to witness all the changes around here. then again i think you already know. i often sit and think about you. i know you are doing well though. watch over all of us down here. until we meet again little sis i love you.
christina	huntsville mo usa	no URL given

7/3/2008 9:12:06 PM
My dearest daughter-in-law, I miss teasing you about that. Jess, we miss you so much. Seth and Megan still have a hard time looking at your picture I had made. I speak of you often to others and it still feels as if I lost one of my own children. I could never imagine how your mom and dad go through each day. The Indian Paintbrush is blooming everywhere. It's like looking in your beautiful face with every bloom. You will always be considered my daughter-in-law. You'll never know how you effected all of our lives. In ways, you always will. Love always,
Rachel (your mother-in-law)	Chuckey USA	no URL given

6/22/2008 11:48:11 AM
I cannot believe its been 4 years since i have looked into your beautiful steel blue eyes. Chance is on his way over, and i am so glad, as I am utterly alone all day and wishing I wasnt. So if you are responsible for him calling, THANK YOU! I will be going to your grave later, and I will bring as many Indian Paintbrush flowers as I can find. I know how much you love them. I miss you, and love you SO much Jess.
Mom	here usa	no URL given

6/11/2008 9:48:12 PM
OK I know you will get a laugh and Lord knows we all need a good laugh about now. For whatever reason it popped in my head about when you first learned how to insert your contact lenses. You layed on the BATHROOM FLOOR and tried to get them in while laying on your stomach. Funniest thing ever. Seeing you trying to be a contortionist just to put those contacts in your eyes. I dunno why that popped in my head, but it sure did give me a smile, and I needed that. I love and miss you more than I can say. Pray for us honey.
Mom	Here USA	no URL given

6/5/2008 6:46:17 AM
Jessica, my beautiful sister... God I miss you. I guess I just need someone to talk to. Times have been tough. I'm glad that you didn't have to go through anything too terrible before you left. Though I know you could have done anything. You would have achieved so many great things. I'm really confused and lost Jessica. You are my beautiful sister and I love you so much. That will never change. I just wish so much that you were here. You were the only person that actually gave two shits about what I said. You were always there for me. I know I'm not handling things right. I know I'm going to end up really hurt. And I'm not too confident that anything will get better, I'm not sure I'm capible of making that happen for myself. I'm so weak and defensless, and I know if you were here you'd have the right things to say. I've never wanted anything more than to see your beautiful face again. To hug you, to tell you I love you to your face. But, as we all know, that won't happen til I die. And that hurts. Everything kindof hurts. I don't know what to do without you Jessica.. I know it'll be 4 years this year, but I still can't believe that you're gone. It doesn't even seem real. This fog I call my life is such a blurr, it feels like I'm dreaming. But my real dream is to wake up in our old house, being annoyed with you for taking so long in the bathroom, eating breakfast with you, and waiting for the bus with you while you tell me not to say the word crap because it's too close to a cuss word. Or playing basketball with you. Then I want to come home and take a walk with you, pick some flowers for mom, watch you and chance do your homework, and then sit and talk for hours in your room. But that is NEVER going to happen. I don't know how to be strong by myself, without you. You left so fast, I didn't even get to say goodbye. I wonder if you ever look down at us, or can even hear a word I'm saying to you. I love you so much Jessica Lynn.. I hope you know that. I'm really at loss of words. I wish you could respond. But you can't. I love you so much Jessie and I miss you so very much. Please try to watch over mom, grandma, chance, chris, and everyone else that needs you and misses you. I could fill up pages and pages telling you how much I love you and how much I miss you, but I won't. So I'll leave you with a simple goodbye. But only for now.
Sister	nowhere us	no URL given

5/28/2008 7:29:53 AM
Dearest Jessica and family, I graduated HS in 2004, and it blows me away to think that you were lost to us that same year while I remained oblivious to the fragility of life. I can't help but think that if you were still here, I would hope that we would be friends. Levi does not speak often about you, but when he does, it shows how much he misses you. He does not speak because the hurt is still too near. You were his best friend. The place you hold in his heart will always be your place. This site touched me so much, I felt the need to write, even though I did not know you myself, I wish I had had that honor. Thank you so much for being such a person that, even though you were called away too early, that you touched so many in such a positive way. You obviously were a blessing and still are to all who knew you. I cannot fathom the hurt that your loss has caused, but I hope I cannot also fathom the blessings that this site and your life that you lived have bestowed upon others. To your family: you are in my thoughts and prayers still. I know a loss cannot ever be fully forgotten, nor should it. I pray that you can have peace. All my love for being such a friend to my true love, Marie Pinkley (Levi White's girlfriend)
Marie Pinkley	Branson USA	no URL given

4/7/2008 12:37:37 PM
Hey it's me. I haven't commented on here in a while. However I have been thinking of you a lot lately. The only thing that really needs to be said is I love you. I could go for a really good Jessie hug right about now. That was always fun because I was like 5 feet taller than you lol. Well, I need to get back to doing nothing. Talk to you sometime Jessie.
Chance	Stoutland MO USA	no URL given

3/26/2008 7:16:20 AM
Jessie, Went to see your headstone this weekend. It was lovely. I miss you and I'm thinking about you. Until next time, I'll look for you in the sunset. Stephanie Kaye
Stephanie	Springfield MO United States	no URL given

3/19/2008 12:09:39 PM
Jessica, I've been thinking about constantly lately. I really miss you. Just need a friend I guess. You were always so good at that...being there when I needed you, and even when I didn't. I just feel like my life is changing constantly and I'm not sure if I'm following it...How do you tell the difference between what YOU want and what GOD wants? It's hard and for the most part I'm g;ad you don't have to deal with it anymore but I wish you were here so we could do it together...just like old times. Well I'm at work so I guess I'd better get back to it. Until we meet again...I'll look for you in the sunset. Stephanie Kaye
Stephanie Kaye	Springfield MO United States	no URL given