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6/22/2009 1:36:51 PM

I cant tell you enough how much I love and miss you. I dont really have anything to say. You already know how I feel. I'll see you again.

Chance Stoutland USA no URL given

6/22/2009 12:42:16 PM

Jessica, my beautiful sister. I miss you so much.
You still are and will always be my hero, my role model.
You mean so very much to me, you'll always have the biggest place in my heart.
I love you.
So much.

Molly Stoutland US no URL given

6/22/2009 12:12:49 PM

Well Beautiful Girl-

You are on a lot of peoples minds and hearts these days. You don't even realize it has been 5 years. I know I didn't get to meet you face to face, but I have met you in my heart many times talking to your mom, sister, little brother, and Steven. They all miss you terribly. I'm hoping you have met my little brother who made his trip there shortly after you. Mostly I hope you have seen my son and I'm sure with others are taking great care of him. Know that you are loved just as much today as you were your entire life here. Mom & I are looking toward the day that we can enjoy our children once again. Keep an eye on your family and let then know occasionally that you are still here. Although not soon enough, we will see you soon.

Susie Camdenton MO USA no URL given

6/21/2009 7:24:57 PM

5 years from pretty much this very time I got the call no mother wants to get. I know 5 years in heaven is a drop in the bucket, but its been an eternity for me Jess. I miss you so very much. I love you. Mom

Ma Stoutland USA no URL given

5/28/2009 2:46:21 PM

I happened upon Jessica's page and felt I needed to leave a message. I too lost my beautiful daughter Ali in a car accident when she was 16. Their stories are quite similar. I hope they have met and are friends in heaven. I love and miss my precious angel more every day. God Bless your family.

Pam Arbogast Washington il United States no URL given

5/15/2009 10:27:57 PM

Well, your baby sister has graduated! I know you were there looking in on her, maybe you will grace us with another showing in a pic I or someone else took!! Keep looking out for her, and all of us. I miss you so very much Jessie. All my love, Mommmie Dearest

Mom still here yup no URL given

5/4/2009 4:21:20 PM

I cant even begin to believe that it's been almost 5 years. It feels like 5 days. It just keeps dragging on. I'm so tired of the little things that upset me. You know I still cant see a horse without feeling like hell no matter if it's in a field or on paper. If I smell your perfume on someone it sets me off. I still cant listen to the songs we listen to on the radio. These are things I learned to love and now I'm learning to dread them. I mean I guess I can 'accept' the fact that your gone however, will it ever get easier even the slightest bit more tolerable? It's almost paralyzing at times. Nothing I can do about it now Jessie but sit and wait.

Chance Stoutland Missouri USA no URL given

5/2/2009 11:08:21 PM

(((Steph))) I was JUST thinking tonight driving home from work how no one writes on Jess' guestbook anymore. Jessica is still missed, and always will be. She was an extrodinary girl. I am so very glad she was also you dear friend. Drop me a line and tell me how you are doing- will you? My life has a hole too... keeping up with Jessie's friends helps!

Mom still here yup no URL given

5/2/2009 8:17:46 PM

Jessica,
I went thought all the photos on the site. I don't know what I was looking for, but I know I didn't find it. I've seen all of them a thousand times, I am familiar with every expression you made in them and can imagine every event that took place when they were taken. They bring comfort, and a sadness. It's all wonderful until I get to the end. It goes from looking through an old friend's photos, to looking at the end of a life cut far too short. And the worst part is that after the hurt, there is no more comfort. There are no more summer-kissed cheeks, no more wind-blown hair and no more of those eyes, those piercing, blue eyes. I am filled with memories that make my heart soar to ones that tear my world apart just as it did almost 5 years ago.
I suppose I do know what I was looking for after all, I was looking for a resolution, a sense of peace that is still unsettled in my heart, a new picture of you on your 21st birthday, of your engagement to Chance, of you and the family you left behind.
I don't know, Jessica, it seems to get harder and harder every time.
What I do know is that I love you, we all love you and we always will. I also know that God has a plan and, someday, we will see you again. Until then, I'll look for you in the sunset.

Stephanie Springfield Missouri U.S. no URL given

3/28/2009 12:02:02 AM

Jessie, as you prolly know my friend Marsha has joined you in heaven. Look in on her for me, and tell her I will miss her. I miss you, so very very much. Love forever, Mom

Mom Stoutland USA no URL given

6/22/2009 1:36:51 PM
I cant tell you enough how much I love and miss you. I dont really have anything to say. You already know how I feel. I'll see you again.
Chance	Stoutland USA	no URL given

6/22/2009 12:42:16 PM
Jessica, my beautiful sister. I miss you so much. You still are and will always be my hero, my role model. You mean so very much to me, you'll always have the biggest place in my heart. I love you. So much.
Molly	Stoutland US	no URL given

6/22/2009 12:12:49 PM
Well Beautiful Girl- You are on a lot of peoples minds and hearts these days. You don't even realize it has been 5 years. I know I didn't get to meet you face to face, but I have met you in my heart many times talking to your mom, sister, little brother, and Steven. They all miss you terribly. I'm hoping you have met my little brother who made his trip there shortly after you. Mostly I hope you have seen my son and I'm sure with others are taking great care of him. Know that you are loved just as much today as you were your entire life here. Mom & I are looking toward the day that we can enjoy our children once again. Keep an eye on your family and let then know occasionally that you are still here. Although not soon enough, we will see you soon.
Susie	Camdenton MO USA	no URL given

6/21/2009 7:24:57 PM
5 years from pretty much this very time I got the call no mother wants to get. I know 5 years in heaven is a drop in the bucket, but its been an eternity for me Jess. I miss you so very much. I love you. Mom
Ma	Stoutland USA	no URL given

5/28/2009 2:46:21 PM
I happened upon Jessica's page and felt I needed to leave a message. I too lost my beautiful daughter Ali in a car accident when she was 16. Their stories are quite similar. I hope they have met and are friends in heaven. I love and miss my precious angel more every day. God Bless your family.
Pam Arbogast	Washington il United States	no URL given

5/15/2009 10:27:57 PM
Well, your baby sister has graduated! I know you were there looking in on her, maybe you will grace us with another showing in a pic I or someone else took!! Keep looking out for her, and all of us. I miss you so very much Jessie. All my love, Mommmie Dearest
Mom	still here yup	no URL given

5/4/2009 4:21:20 PM
I cant even begin to believe that it's been almost 5 years. It feels like 5 days. It just keeps dragging on. I'm so tired of the little things that upset me. You know I still cant see a horse without feeling like hell no matter if it's in a field or on paper. If I smell your perfume on someone it sets me off. I still cant listen to the songs we listen to on the radio. These are things I learned to love and now I'm learning to dread them. I mean I guess I can 'accept' the fact that your gone however, will it ever get easier even the slightest bit more tolerable? It's almost paralyzing at times. Nothing I can do about it now Jessie but sit and wait.
Chance	Stoutland Missouri USA	no URL given

5/2/2009 11:08:21 PM
(((Steph))) I was JUST thinking tonight driving home from work how no one writes on Jess' guestbook anymore. Jessica is still missed, and always will be. She was an extrodinary girl. I am so very glad she was also you dear friend. Drop me a line and tell me how you are doing- will you? My life has a hole too... keeping up with Jessie's friends helps!
Mom	still here yup	no URL given

5/2/2009 8:17:46 PM
Jessica, I went thought all the photos on the site. I don't know what I was looking for, but I know I didn't find it. I've seen all of them a thousand times, I am familiar with every expression you made in them and can imagine every event that took place when they were taken. They bring comfort, and a sadness. It's all wonderful until I get to the end. It goes from looking through an old friend's photos, to looking at the end of a life cut far too short. And the worst part is that after the hurt, there is no more comfort. There are no more summer-kissed cheeks, no more wind-blown hair and no more of those eyes, those piercing, blue eyes. I am filled with memories that make my heart soar to ones that tear my world apart just as it did almost 5 years ago. I suppose I do know what I was looking for after all, I was looking for a resolution, a sense of peace that is still unsettled in my heart, a new picture of you on your 21st birthday, of your engagement to Chance, of you and the family you left behind. I don't know, Jessica, it seems to get harder and harder every time. What I do know is that I love you, we all love you and we always will. I also know that God has a plan and, someday, we will see you again. Until then, I'll look for you in the sunset.
Stephanie	Springfield Missouri U.S.	no URL given

3/28/2009 12:02:02 AM
Jessie, as you prolly know my friend Marsha has joined you in heaven. Look in on her for me, and tell her I will miss her. I miss you, so very very much. Love forever, Mom
Mom	Stoutland USA	no URL given